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Reality Of MY Life The medics tell I'm not gonna make it because I just can't take it , they give me a feeling that I can not just shake it.
They tell what to do and how to survive, but I feel my life should not derive just because some pieces of paper decide to be my makers.
Why should I listen to them, when all they do it make me cough flem.
They tell me I'm mystery and they don't know what wrong. It's always the same song
Instead of looking for the answers the push me aside and the think I will go away if they abide their time.
Well I'm not giving without a fight. I will keep swinging will all my might
If i get pushed down I will spit on their face instead of the ground. They're the one who are pushing me to fall, saying I should giver up all
Telling me I just have bad luck, that basically translates they don't give a f#ck.
They'd rather give a cheap answer and push away, then take the time to look rather then away.
They its the system, that it's not them. Well I can tell you that is full shit.
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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